So.
Many of our blog friends have been praying for us for the
last 4 years. 4 years. Imagine that.
And we know that we live within a bubble of prayer. We often
recount how God has blessed us during this time. A dear lady friend said
recently that as this must be hard on me, she feels sorry for that. I appreciate
that.
But as I told her and I tell you all, this part of our life
continues to give us so much sweetness. I have fallen deeper in love with this
man than I could have imagined. Right now, this is an important part of what
marriage is all about. That ‘in sickness’ thing….God has shown me how to serve
my man unselfishly. When he gets grumpy…it happens…God lets patience wash over
me…I can feel it.
As for your prayers, so many situations have presented the easier
route for us. Also, even though we are not entitled to seeing how God’s plan
works, He has lifted the veil so I can see how something happening here has an
effect on something happening there. It helps grow your faith in His goodness
when it’s made evident.
And yet, as I have learned in my life, when God pulls you
close, when He is most real and His blessings are abundant, that’s when Satan
points his sharpest arrows.
So because so many of you offer to help us, and so many of
you pray for Lynne and Mike, not knowing specific needs, I will call upon those
of you who pray to pray for something specific, yet unspecified.
Within our bubble of protection, we share a secret heartache.
It is something beyond our control or influence; it rears its head, especially
on a sunny day when for a few moments, we forget about cancer, pain, and loss.
Yes, we have prayed about it. We have sought God’s guidance.
And then, we have acted on what we felt we were to do.
So.
We need to hand it over to God every day. Several times a
day. But the heartache continues. It must be part of God’s plan. We know it is
part of God’s plan. But I would ask that we can let go of the pain. We have enough pain.
Thank you, dear friends.
love and hugs and prayers! janis
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ReplyDeletePrayers for the both of you and your family. Although I do not know either of you personally, I have enjoyed your blog posts tremendously. I wish I did know you. Your posts are very inspiring. May God provide the strength and comfort you need on this journey.
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Covering this pain in God's healing blood and believing for a resurrection! Much love XXOO Kristine
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